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post Dec 28 2005, 10:00 PM
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Hullo there idiot.

I see you hath stumbled upon my little board. It should be know as a warning that I am very depressed, driven to insanity by my "family". I also self-harm once in a while when my "brother" fights with me. But there are hardly any obvious reasons why I am like this, so I just whine about this crappy life of mine over and over again until they listen. But they don't. No-one cares. No-one ever does...

So, where were we? Ah, yes, I am new here and need somebody to help me through the unfamilarity, if that's even a word. I'm not that good a speller.

I hate this crappy life of mine so very much, why don't I end it all?

Answer that and be my friend.


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post Dec 28 2005, 10:22 PM
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DARKNESS

Darkness, Depression,
Poems and Repression,
I ask you why,
Please, do not lie.

There is not enough time,
I was in my prime,
Thingís ainít the same,
Since the day you came.

Thereís no room at the inn,
Iíve lost my next of Kin,
Goodbye,
I must not cryÖ

But I do,
And I miss you,
Donít go away,
The sun will come out another day.

Secrets and lies,
The little light dies,
Today it may rain,
And I`ll still be in pain.

I have no luck,
And life really sucks,
But Iíve got you,
So life isnít so blue.

With all my might,
I seize the light,
I hate thee,
So it will be.

I am a wicken,
It is how I am stricken,
The powers of the earth,
I got at my birth.

It may be dark,
But we can still have a lark,
Iím really confused,
I hate being used,

When I come you never can tell,
If I`ll cause hell,
I create war,
So Iím never a bore.

I hurt those close to me,
As you will see,
I cry when they die,
And I ask myself ďWhy?Ē

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Just a nice little ditty that took me an afternoon and some blood 'cause the knives looked so pretty on my skin...

I don't know why I wrote it, but I was depressed and it helped me feel better.

None of you care though, and I can understand that.


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post Dec 29 2005, 08:24 AM
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QUOTE (Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine @ Dec 28 2005, 10:22 PM)
DARKNESS

Darkness, Depression,
Poems and Repression,
I ask you why,
Please, do not lie.

There is not enough time,
I was in my prime,
Thingís ainít the same,
Since the day you came.

Thereís no room at the inn,
Iíve lost my next of Kin,
Goodbye,
I must not cryÖ

But I do,
And I miss you,
Donít go away,
The sun will come out another day.

Secrets and lies,
The little light dies,
Today it may rain,
And I`ll still be in pain.

I have no luck,
And life really sucks,
But Iíve got you,
So life isnít so blue.

With all my might,
I seize the light,
I hate thee,
So it will be.

I am a wicken,
It is how I am stricken,
The powers of the earth,
I got at my birth.

It may be dark,
But we can still have a lark,
Iím really confused,
I hate being used,

When I come you never can tell,
If I`ll cause hell,
I create war,
So Iím never a bore.

I hurt those close to me,
As you will see,
I cry when they die,
And I ask myself  ďWhy?Ē

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That was great *looks away from the computer... has idei * I like your flow with the way you write that song/poem. Welcome to the forums and maybe you can start a topic were everyone writes their songs/poems. I hope we see you around. tongue.gif


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- Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   Ugh... Depressed and looking for "friends"...   Dec 28 2005, 10:00 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   Please note that you don't have to answer it t...   Dec 28 2005, 10:06 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   Nice comeback.   Dec 28 2005, 10:11 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   To go on I add the fact that males are my mortal e...   Dec 28 2005, 10:17 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   DARKNESS Darkness, Depression, Poems and Repressi...   Dec 28 2005, 10:22 PM
|- - little twit   QUOTE (Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine @ Dec 28 200...   Dec 29 2005, 08:24 AM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   *sigh* Hardly no-one posted. Why does this not sur...   Dec 28 2005, 10:26 PM
- - Greeneyes   Ok, perhaps you aren't familiar with the conce...   Dec 28 2005, 11:02 PM
- - little_bear   Arf! Sorry, but I refuse to believe you are fo...   Dec 28 2005, 11:37 PM
|- - little twit   QUOTE (little_bear @ Dec 28 2005, 11:37 PM)Ar...   Dec 29 2005, 08:38 AM
- - Mata   If this is for real then it reads very much like a...   Dec 29 2005, 12:12 PM
- - Astarael   This reminds me of the "My Soul is like a Hol...   Dec 29 2005, 04:55 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   What religion? I have none. I do not believe in a...   Dec 29 2005, 11:24 PM
|- - little_bear   QUOTE (Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine @ Dec 30 200...   Dec 29 2005, 11:27 PM
|- - Wookiee   I think we've found the Chosen One! The Me...   Jan 2 2006, 11:54 PM
|- - Pixiegoth   QUOTE (Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine @ Dec 29 200...   Jan 4 2006, 01:33 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   Nope. Flick back a few posts and you will here abo...   Dec 29 2005, 11:32 PM
- - little_bear   What do you mean, ask me to leave?   Dec 29 2005, 11:35 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   >.< x.x -.- Kill me now, please...?   Dec 29 2005, 11:36 PM
- - little_bear   Not before you answer my question.   Dec 29 2005, 11:37 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   I wasn't talking to you, and I am not going to...   Dec 29 2005, 11:39 PM
- - little_bear   ;_; Pls?   Dec 29 2005, 11:40 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   *sigh* The darkness closes in, the knife on my ski...   Dec 29 2005, 11:44 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   I am goin' now, see ya this time tomorrow, if ...   Dec 29 2005, 11:52 PM
- - candice   If this is a parody, then it's really not funn...   Dec 30 2005, 12:42 AM
- - The Travis   HAY GUYS WUTS GOIN ON IN TEH INTRANET!!...   Dec 30 2005, 12:52 AM
- - Mata   You weren't to know this, but there is some hi...   Dec 30 2005, 12:53 AM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   How can you even suggest that I am joking? I can n...   Dec 30 2005, 01:13 AM
|- - Mata   QUOTE (Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine @ Dec 30 200...   Dec 30 2005, 02:12 AM
- - FeralPolyglot   Welcome to the Forum. I'm sorry that you...   Jan 2 2006, 08:13 PM
- - Kitty   Ah, but in the sense that she could possibly be tr...   Jan 3 2006, 04:44 AM
- - Wookiee   I'm actually far more entertained by the idea ...   Jan 3 2006, 08:00 AM
- - Kitty   QUOTE (Wookiee @ Jan 3 2006, 04:00 AM)I'm...   Jan 3 2006, 09:42 PM
- - syuu   Perhaps it would help to broaden your spectrum of ...   Jan 9 2006, 09:59 AM
- - Mutilation   If you're not being serious: That poem was one...   Jan 9 2006, 05:19 PM
- - PsychWardMike   This person is an unfunny joke playing on an equal...   Jan 10 2006, 01:55 AM
- - Star_of_Lei   Ok if this is real, I wish I could slap you around...   Jan 10 2006, 07:06 PM
- - I_am_the_best   ^ Your post reminded of that 'hate something, ...   Jan 10 2006, 09:39 PM
- - The Lorax   QUOTE (The Travis @ Dec 29 2005, 05:52 PM)HAY...   Jan 13 2006, 05:51 AM
|- - little_bear   QUOTE (The Lorax @ Jan 13 2006, 06:51 AM)...D...   Jan 13 2006, 09:27 AM
- - greymullet   QUOTE (little_bear @ Dec 28 2005, 11:37 PM)Ar...   Jan 18 2006, 04:26 AM
- - PsychWardMike   Pfft. If they're really dead, I'd eat my ...   Jan 21 2006, 10:47 PM
- - trunks_girl26   Try rereading most of the posts again, will you? ...   Jan 22 2006, 04:32 PM
- - elphaba2   No use in being snippy, I realize, but "first...   Jan 25 2006, 06:20 PM
- - trunks_girl26   QUOTE (snow white @ Jan 25 2006, 04:58 PM)Fir...   Jan 25 2006, 06:31 PM
- - Cath   Firstly firstly is definatly a word please go chec...   Jan 25 2006, 07:12 PM
|- - Sir_Psycho_Sexy   QUOTE (Cath @ Jan 25 2006, 07:12 PM)Firstly f...   Jan 25 2006, 10:47 PM
- - Astarael   *shrugs* The posts, while questioning the reality ...   Jan 26 2006, 12:52 AM
- - Mata   It's one of the classic issues of being online...   Jan 26 2006, 11:53 PM
- - devils_daughter   QUOTE (Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine @ Dec 28 200...   Feb 12 2006, 07:53 PM
- - PsychWardMike   How's about we let this thread and Ihatethiscr...   Feb 12 2006, 09:55 PM
- - deadinaditch   oi i know i'm supposed to let it die... but wo...   Feb 12 2006, 10:05 PM
- - Mata   Given that the person has never returned, I don...   Feb 13 2006, 12:28 AM


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