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post Dec 28 2005, 10:00 PM
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Hullo there idiot.

I see you hath stumbled upon my little board. It should be know as a warning that I am very depressed, driven to insanity by my "family". I also self-harm once in a while when my "brother" fights with me. But there are hardly any obvious reasons why I am like this, so I just whine about this crappy life of mine over and over again until they listen. But they don't. No-one cares. No-one ever does...

So, where were we? Ah, yes, I am new here and need somebody to help me through the unfamilarity, if that's even a word. I'm not that good a speller.

I hate this crappy life of mine so very much, why don't I end it all?

Answer that and be my friend.


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deadinaditch
post Feb 12 2006, 10:05 PM
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oi
i know i'm supposed to let it die...
but wow.
in the first place: if this is a joke, you're really lame and if i met you in real life i'd probably beat the living shit out of you, because just trying to make yourself an emo bastard for kicks isn't going to fly with me and my lifestyle...sorry for being blunt, but if this is a joke, some people in real life actually have real problems and actually have real needs, and your mockery of them makes it seem as if real emotions are fake and have no weight in reality.

...eh...
if this is real:


i think everyone here has had a problem with depression at some point in their lives...i mean, a couple days ago i couldn't even get out of bed and go to school because of it. but there are better ways of dealing with it than repeatedly acknowledging it (i'm for sure that i didn't spell that right but dictionary.com seems so far away...). I understand everything that you feel--sure, life sucks, sure, self-mutilation is great when it takes your mind of things, and sure, men suck. i'm a raging homosexual, it's not to be put past me. I've been in the exact same situation that you're in.

(knife against skin is lovely until you can't wear short sleeves or a skirt because you have bleeding lacerations all over the place. it doesn't help you feel any better when you just look back on it and realize what a fuckup you've been)

but you realize soon enough that that's no way to live life. i've put down the razorblade, i've grown to know that life is my choice even though it seems like everybody controls me. as soon as you're eighteen, or possibly even sooner, depeding on your family situation, you can leave what you have to deal with now and start fresh. i'm only fourteen, and it seems to be very far away. but after that, you have...what? sixty years left? what's that compared to eighteen? just stick it out...

and if you're older than that, what are you complaining about? everything that you do is your choice, being legally old enough to do what you want.

that, and if you want friends, if you want to be accepted by other people who probably have interests like yours, you need to be willing to befriend all types, to listen to everybody's opinion and respect the fact that you're coming off as an attention-seeking asshole.

and your bunny sounds lovely.

(psh, and i know that you won't listen to me, because i never did when people told me the same thing.)

that, and calling everyone an idiot as an opening statement isn't likely to have anybody boucing up to be your friend.


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- Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   Ugh... Depressed and looking for "friends"...   Dec 28 2005, 10:00 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   Please note that you don't have to answer it t...   Dec 28 2005, 10:06 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   Nice comeback.   Dec 28 2005, 10:11 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   To go on I add the fact that males are my mortal e...   Dec 28 2005, 10:17 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   DARKNESS Darkness, Depression, Poems and Repressi...   Dec 28 2005, 10:22 PM
|- - little twit   QUOTE (Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine @ Dec 28 200...   Dec 29 2005, 08:24 AM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   *sigh* Hardly no-one posted. Why does this not sur...   Dec 28 2005, 10:26 PM
- - Greeneyes   Ok, perhaps you aren't familiar with the conce...   Dec 28 2005, 11:02 PM
- - little_bear   Arf! Sorry, but I refuse to believe you are fo...   Dec 28 2005, 11:37 PM
|- - little twit   QUOTE (little_bear @ Dec 28 2005, 11:37 PM)Ar...   Dec 29 2005, 08:38 AM
- - Mata   If this is for real then it reads very much like a...   Dec 29 2005, 12:12 PM
- - Astarael   This reminds me of the "My Soul is like a Hol...   Dec 29 2005, 04:55 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   What religion? I have none. I do not believe in a...   Dec 29 2005, 11:24 PM
|- - little_bear   QUOTE (Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine @ Dec 30 200...   Dec 29 2005, 11:27 PM
|- - Wookiee   I think we've found the Chosen One! The Me...   Jan 2 2006, 11:54 PM
|- - Pixiegoth   QUOTE (Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine @ Dec 29 200...   Jan 4 2006, 01:33 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   Nope. Flick back a few posts and you will here abo...   Dec 29 2005, 11:32 PM
- - little_bear   What do you mean, ask me to leave?   Dec 29 2005, 11:35 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   >.< x.x -.- Kill me now, please...?   Dec 29 2005, 11:36 PM
- - little_bear   Not before you answer my question.   Dec 29 2005, 11:37 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   I wasn't talking to you, and I am not going to...   Dec 29 2005, 11:39 PM
- - little_bear   ;_; Pls?   Dec 29 2005, 11:40 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   *sigh* The darkness closes in, the knife on my ski...   Dec 29 2005, 11:44 PM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   I am goin' now, see ya this time tomorrow, if ...   Dec 29 2005, 11:52 PM
- - candice   If this is a parody, then it's really not funn...   Dec 30 2005, 12:42 AM
- - The Travis   HAY GUYS WUTS GOIN ON IN TEH INTRANET!!...   Dec 30 2005, 12:52 AM
- - Mata   You weren't to know this, but there is some hi...   Dec 30 2005, 12:53 AM
- - Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine   How can you even suggest that I am joking? I can n...   Dec 30 2005, 01:13 AM
|- - Mata   QUOTE (Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine @ Dec 30 200...   Dec 30 2005, 02:12 AM
- - FeralPolyglot   Welcome to the Forum. I'm sorry that you...   Jan 2 2006, 08:13 PM
- - Kitty   Ah, but in the sense that she could possibly be tr...   Jan 3 2006, 04:44 AM
- - Wookiee   I'm actually far more entertained by the idea ...   Jan 3 2006, 08:00 AM
- - Kitty   QUOTE (Wookiee @ Jan 3 2006, 04:00 AM)I'm...   Jan 3 2006, 09:42 PM
- - syuu   Perhaps it would help to broaden your spectrum of ...   Jan 9 2006, 09:59 AM
- - Mutilation   If you're not being serious: That poem was one...   Jan 9 2006, 05:19 PM
- - PsychWardMike   This person is an unfunny joke playing on an equal...   Jan 10 2006, 01:55 AM
- - Star_of_Lei   Ok if this is real, I wish I could slap you around...   Jan 10 2006, 07:06 PM
- - I_am_the_best   ^ Your post reminded of that 'hate something, ...   Jan 10 2006, 09:39 PM
- - The Lorax   QUOTE (The Travis @ Dec 29 2005, 05:52 PM)HAY...   Jan 13 2006, 05:51 AM
|- - little_bear   QUOTE (The Lorax @ Jan 13 2006, 06:51 AM)...D...   Jan 13 2006, 09:27 AM
- - greymullet   QUOTE (little_bear @ Dec 28 2005, 11:37 PM)Ar...   Jan 18 2006, 04:26 AM
- - PsychWardMike   Pfft. If they're really dead, I'd eat my ...   Jan 21 2006, 10:47 PM
- - trunks_girl26   Try rereading most of the posts again, will you? ...   Jan 22 2006, 04:32 PM
- - elphaba2   No use in being snippy, I realize, but "first...   Jan 25 2006, 06:20 PM
- - trunks_girl26   QUOTE (snow white @ Jan 25 2006, 04:58 PM)Fir...   Jan 25 2006, 06:31 PM
- - Cath   Firstly firstly is definatly a word please go chec...   Jan 25 2006, 07:12 PM
|- - Sir_Psycho_Sexy   QUOTE (Cath @ Jan 25 2006, 07:12 PM)Firstly f...   Jan 25 2006, 10:47 PM
- - Astarael   *shrugs* The posts, while questioning the reality ...   Jan 26 2006, 12:52 AM
- - Mata   It's one of the classic issues of being online...   Jan 26 2006, 11:53 PM
- - devils_daughter   QUOTE (Ihatethiscrappylifeofmine @ Dec 28 200...   Feb 12 2006, 07:53 PM
- - PsychWardMike   How's about we let this thread and Ihatethiscr...   Feb 12 2006, 09:55 PM
- - deadinaditch   oi i know i'm supposed to let it die... but wo...   Feb 12 2006, 10:05 PM
- - Mata   Given that the person has never returned, I don...   Feb 13 2006, 12:28 AM


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