Now-a-days I've found a good deal of youths my age and around seem to have observed that they've near noplace to go to express their beliefs or even mention a word about said topic. This is just for that, in case any of you need to vent or need support on it. :\ I'm sorry if this is intrusive or blunt, but sometimes things need to be said, people are usually better off not bottling their inner feelings. Of course, not that you have to rant it off to a forum of people you've never seen.

What I'm saying is, this is optional, I'm not a PHD, and I don't mean to offend. If I have, send a PM and the topic'll die.

-Syuu

this is something that probebly needed to come up... im sure we have all gone through problems that made us think about it...

i have a chronic depression that i should probebly see a doctor or psychiatrist (sp?) about, ive never got too close to suicide... but i never know...

I think its a good idea syuu for those who need to vent.......that way they all can know there are people out there that do care for them and would miss them extremely if anything was done........I love you all!

Yeah? Cheers for not attempting. A lot of adults and the like seem to think that teenage suicide isn't so much of a problem, but I have to say, everyone I know minus one person has either seriously considered or attempted the act, myself included.

The psychiatrists I'm seeing now have diagnosed me with too many little personality disorders and depression things to count, but I'm really not a depressed person. Situations can easily take a smile off of someone's face, and I think they ought to take more of a look into what's going on with someone before they diagnose clinical depression, which is often masked for bi-polar disorder.

Thems doctors ain't so smart now, is they? /hick speak

once my mom said i was deppresed, so she took me to a phsyc. turns out i'm a sociopath. (thus would have barely any chance of thinking of killing myself) personally i dont think suicide is even that great of an out. me thinks if your life is going bad its up to you to change it. not end it. thats just a waste of possibly very good person

We love you more. 8D

shrinks are crapheads. my parents are shrinks. they do nothing. what you need is a real friend, i think. i mean...shrinks could work for some people, but not a lot of the ones i know, and definitly not me.

Exactly. My friends help me out, not them crackheaded shrinks.

erm...

me & a good few of my friends have tried to kill themselves. the worst that one of them got was when she ended up in hospital on a drip for about a week when she ODed on paracetamol. that scared the hell out of me. she tried to call me a few hours before i heard (i wasn't at home)...so that freaked me out...

all medical help is essentially bullshit. my dad's a counsellor, and listening to him discuss his techniques, it blatantly screams of "show me the money". they don't want to help you, they just want their fat pay cheque at the end of it all.

sorry, rant over...

i think its that way for alot of doctors and such jobs... they just go for the paycheck... they dont care about their pateints health... but there are those that do care, and they shouldnt be mistaken for those that dont care....

<thanks jon even though what he said wasn't intentional> I want to be a psychologist. Not one that listens to problems though...I want to do experiments...

in no way did i mean to insult you free... im just stating the way i see things...

<is confused> But I thanked you..I'm glad what you said...

oh... erm... ok.. then im glad for what i said cause you liked it

<curses his own stupidity>

LOL-silly penguin, trips are for kids LOL

w00t. my first boy friend killed him self and before any jokes it was 5 years after i went out with him. i used to be on anti depressants. got taken off them, dont know why.

that sucks hinsley... im sorry to about your first bf killing himself... thats sad to think about...

the story gets worse but i'll spare ya. last time i told someone the whole story it took like an hour and i ended up sounding like a freeak but oh well. la la la la im bored. itsjust gettin light at 5:17 and my fave song (r kelly - ignition) is on MTV UK. w00t.

I'm quasi-suicidal. I tried many times when I was younger, and sometimes, when I'm really upset and currently hating myself, I imagine my own death. But I wouldn't kill myself now, as I've adapted a survivalist policy.

i tried once. as you can tell i dint succeed!! i cut my self now. i find it helps. dont ask why.

With what? I mean what do you cut yourself with?

knifes. i cant do it with a giraffe!!!

i still got me humour!!

<kicks> Smart ass. You could cut yourself with other things or a specific kind of kinfe. I was just curious.

LOL-I still have my mean-spiritnish!

yes you do. i gave up mine when i gave up you.

<breathes in hinsley's abandoned mean-spirit> Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeett...........

lol!! that is just.......... your weird!!! *runs for the hills*

<chases hinsley with sadistic thoughts in her mind> Coooommee baaacckkk....hiiiiiiiiiiiinsleeeeeeeeyyy...

wat ya gonna do to me if i do? hey if i got remariied to you and marryed to cheese it would be an e-love triangle, ha ha!!

<looks for hiding hinsley> This is true, but who says I'd remarry you after you left me Hmmmmmmmmm??

you ran off with cheese. and i didnt say i wanted to i said if.

Oh...if...LOL-ok you probably won't get that...anyway....

why wouldnt i get that? callin me thick lol weve hijacked a serious thread.

LOL-yeah we have. Quick, say something morbid and serious...

(not that you're thick, just that you may not watch cartoons or what not)

cartoons are my life!! lol ok so theyre not but i watch em still!!! er serious and morbid........ mmmmm........ my gerbil died last week. ( that good enough?)

How did it die?

(Have you ever seen the disney cartoon version of cinderella?)

(hasnt everyone? )



old age. it was 6.

My cousin's hampser frooze to death. LMAO...so then you do know what I'm talking about?

well no i dont but now i seem thick. :'( how did it freeze to death?

She lives in the mountains of PA and it was winterish out. Nuff said.

but why was her hamster outside?

It wasn't-it was in its cage.

it frooze even tho it was inside the house?

Yup.

Back on to the topic.

About 2 years ago I was on anti-depressants. I was forced to go to the doctor after i necked a litre of tequila and tried to force a screwdriver through my ribcage (it was the only thing to hand). I was sent to psychologists/councillors/shrinks, etc. and was nearly commited. None of it helped, in the end i found that I was the only one to bring myself out of it, and after being a recluse for 4 months, i finally brought myself back to the reality of humanity. The only thing that kept me going was the thought of my future daughter (Chloe wasn't born back then). My family helped i na way but all my dad did was lecture me, and all my mum did was cry.
I can now tell the signs of when i'm getting depressed, and can fight it. I've never been more stable, especially because of my daughter.

/END of Rant.

im suicidal in a way .. i starve myself... sometimesi feel so fat i cant even take it... even though im not.. and i go days and days without eating untill im curled up in a ball shaking or im passed out in the bathroom.... ive been really good lately but i cant help it..... i used to beat my self up when i wa ysounger.. and say that i fell or tripped or something.. because i was sooo dperessed i wanted sympothy..... it seems crazy now.. but i did do it....i still fight with the eating thing daily.. sometime sthey have to use restrants to force food down my throat or just to kepe from picking at my skin from diet pill withdrawl.. but that was when i was really bad.. i get help and now i only go without eating sometimes.. im not as bad as i used to be.. (now thinks veeryone thinks shes crazy)

>hugs nummy<

No one thinks you're crazy. We all have problems.

my bf used to cut himself and i still dont know why coz hell only talk about it when hes drunk and i dont want to hassle him into saying anything he dont want to.. but i hope he doesnt start again.

its really weird when adults dont think children get depressed, i was suicidal before i even hit double figures and i know loads of people the same, and everyones getting so stressed over these exams theyre getting all depressed again and its really.....hm.

i could never cut myself or commit suicide, i really hate my life sometimes and i just want it to end, but i cant do it. i have never tried and i dont think i ever will be able to.

spug-i was super depressed when i was 8. i had virtually no friends for 1.5 years. not one. and the reason why was, we had just moved. i didnt move that far, only about 20 minutes away, but in the 1st town i lived in, i had tons of friends, and then i went to a new school and had no friends for a year and a half. then i made 1 friend. eventually i made a lot more friends but most of them i dont even consiter my real friends. who can you trust at age 13? only about 2 people.

oh yeah and also in that period of time my grandfather, great grandmother [who i had been very close to] and my dog all died.

My brother used to cut himself............I just shut up bout it now. Have'nt asked him why in at least 3 years. Last time I did he punched me.

Sun