This may seem like a bit of an odd question but I wanted to know how bereavement affects you. Some of you may know that my Mum recently passed away after battling ovarian cancer for 5 years. I am obviously gutted words cannot express. I can't believe that my Mum won't be there to see me get married, won't see me have kids and, simply put, just be there anymore for me to hug, care for and tell her I love her I dreamt about her for the first time last night and it didn't occur in my dream that she wasn't around anymore. It was just normal. It was weird.
I wanted to know how you guys cope with grief if you've experienced it. We've all been through similar feelings when Dayan died and I'm sure you all expressed your opinions then but I wanted ideas and I guess help to deal with this.
Today I just didn't want to get up. I have no lust for my job anymore. I didn't really before this happened but I hate coming in and doing nothing. I am going to speak to my boss about working part time just so I can spend some time by myself and try and cope with my ever changing feelings.
Has anyone got other any suggestions???