i have a two really close friends, who might be getting together, one i have known since i was six, the other i known throughout high school. now i have no problem with them getting together, i think they should get together (i don't push them to do so its just my personal thought). so they started talking recently. now my best friend of many years is telling him things that she wants to talk to me about, but , isn't. and he isn't keeping this information to himself that he knows this, oh no, he tells me constantly that i need to talk to her. which we do I know we should talk, but i'm not going to force her to to say anything shes not ready to say. so today my guy friend tells me that i really need to talk to her. i simply said its she who wants to talk to me, we been friends before you came along and we always talked about our problems eventually. no he keeps saying she won't talk to me, that i need to make the first move. now i know this girl for what 12-13 years, hes known her four months top. she will talk to me eventually and now he keeps saying that maybe he shouldn't get with her because he doesn't want to break her's and mine friendship. now i repeatedly told them i'm great with the idea of them being together, but its getting to the point that i'm the excuse for them not getting together, which really gets me mad. and the fact that my best friend told him the reason shes thinks this and not me, gets me even more mad, and then he has to tell me that "maybe i shouldn't talk to her anymore" but doesn't tell me why them being together will break hers and mine friendship up! and then he exists off line when i told him to tell me or i'm leaving! i can't believe this. i mean yes i could be over reacting, but she should tell me things that she 'needs to tell me' and if he knows why he should keep it to himself that he knows or say it. they are suppose to be my two best friends and they are pulling this? grant the fact that i haven't told the two of them every thing in my life, but if it concerns my relationship, feelings, or friendship with one of them i talk to them. but when i'm ready so, her not telling me isn't bothering me that much. but him having this information and hanging it above my head like a piece of string over a kitten, only giving me so much information then yanking it out of my reach.
yes i know i'm in the wrong somewhat here, i have to be, i 'm not sure where right at this moment maybe when i calm down..... but he is screwing me over. big time, and i never did anything like this to him or even to anyone ever. I don’t deserve this, no on deserves this!
I know I’ve been rambling but I needed to get this out before ii locked it up inside.