i need a hug, preferably several...its my mums birthday today...we all gathered as a shiny, we are 'normal' family and went to teh Garden of Rememberance to visit... this really brought back my meh-ness, its only been three months since she died. i unno why i felt so poopy, i was okay with going like yesterday, but now i feel yeuch! nyargh... sorry for the rantage my loves, i just felt if i dont tell someone i will go boom, possibly moob... so, instead of destroying my so called family, who i love dearly...ahem, i thought i would tell all you lovely people, cos you are all nicer than them, and non judgemental... darn judgemental families... danke, im gonna go hide now

Fal xXx

(hug)

Your feelings are understood. I'll keep you in my prayers. Remember: You are loved.

*ReallyBigHugs*

thank you! i feel really bad about being all rant like now... see, everyone on here is nicer than my family, they would just be 'oh, pull yourself together!' meh... thank you all, much shiny love to you all!

Fal xXx

it's rare I do this.

But

*hug*

*hands you a magic hugging cookie*

I give you all the hugs that the huggiest person who could hug, hugs
...if you can make sense of that, I had to read it three times to make sure it was write

Aysha xxx

*huuge hugs for you*

i hope you feel better soon x

awww *huggles*

i may have missed the memo, but if my mum died i don't know what i'd do, it'd be mad, i had a hard enough time when my grandparents died i think there's license for meh-ness when on such an important date as your mum's birthday, i simply can't comprehend the meh-ness...still you have me (a complete stranger) to talk to should you need it

*huggles and kisses*

im sorry. ive had so many people that were "close" to me die. my best friends brother, you may have heard of him, jake shumway, died in a snowboard accidnet. well i wasnt a snowboard, it was at a snowboard competition. they were sleeping in their car, and it got real cold. so they built a snow shelter in the parking lot, and it was warmer and they fell asleep. in the night a snowplow came by and knocked it down on top of them and they suffocated.

my granbdmothers are both dead. one died of kemotherapy (not the cnacer) before i was born. the other died of doctor malpractice (i think it was). she was being operated on and they didnyt close an artery and she bleed to death, or something like that.

im not sure i caught what meh-ness was...its late though. can you uhh...clarify please?

anyways, i hope you feel much better!

*hugs fallen* i hope u feel better sweetie, u'll get through, just be strong

*hugs and kisses acid* im sorry.. it must have been hard for you *hugs tight*
i've had a lot of people that i love die.. and i have watched them die.. it sucks and i know how u feel... just remember bothof you, that im always here if you need to talk, im just a PM or IM away (sounds corney but o well)

*uber hugs, pets, smoochies*

I hope you feel better. I suggest a hot minty bubble bath with candles. *hugs again*

meh-ness is like a big scary evil feeling of doom! big scary doom i tell you! moohaahaa....ugh

thankee all kindly for your replies, tisnt much fun being all neuchy, but i have you guys to keep me semi sane...there is no hope of full sanity ever returning to meeeee.....

loveliness exudes its way towards you all, wrapped in scarves of course!

thankee all once again, im gonna go hide under something squishy....

Fal xXx

hey my gav, im really sorry for your current meh-ness...you know youre always welcome at my place (seeing as how my mother loves you more than me ) if your dad etc get too much k?

*hugs most muchly*

*hugs*
You should count yourself lucky. Not only have you just been hugged by a complete stranger, but one who completely understands.

Meh.

thank you for the hugs! thay made me feel slightly less angst ridden! scarves to you all! danke again!

Fal xXx

why dont you just come to the hug cult party? we'd give you pleanty of hugs!

::huggles::

if you EVER need any hugs from anyone - you're always welcome at our hug cult - and id be more than happy to give you a hug!

*Hugs*

I feel your pain. I've lost all of my grandparents except one, and that ones dying. Not to mention my brother dying at age three and an aquaintance dying in 4th grade. . It's hard, but you'll pull through. Oh, and have some junk food. Junk food cures everything.