Myself

Stupids thought i had a night when i couldnt sleep... hate it, love it or like it....

Mysel
I think that myself has just jumped out of the window
I think I won’t get her back
I think I’ve lost her
I’ve lost myself
Oh, how stupid am I
How can I loose something
That’s always with me
How can I loose a thing
That never leaves me
So Who knows?
Maybe I get it wrong
Maybe I didn’t get at all
So maybe the madness’
Stills in me
Forgive me, I’m not understanding
Whatever you’re saying
See your mouth moving
But not noise
Comes from it
I’m searching for places
That it may hide
I’m searching for clues
But there are no clues to find
I’m waiting for something
That could give me something
I’m waiting for someone
That could bring her back
But, what the hell,
It’s late enough
You won’t come back
She won’t come back
Not even myself wants me
So, now, what am I
Suppose to be?
What’s what I want my new me to be?
What’s the secret of being like this?
I’ve lost myself
She won’t come back
She doesn’t want me
What the hell am I?
Stranger even for myself
I don’t understand
I think that myself has just jumped out of the window
She doesn’t want to be near me
She doesn’t want to be with me
For no long
For no more
For so I’ve been alone
So,
I suppose it doesn’t work
I suppose the new me is always this:
Dreamy, sweetie, beauty
No Hell to go
No pain to hide from
No secret to keep
No soul to cheat
Now is cheaper to buy
I need a new face
To play around
The others I had
Had gone with my creepy heart
The others I had
Were more useful than this ones
Myself has jumped out of the window
Now I’m all alone
No heart to feel
No soul to regret it
No excuses
No silent
Just a lot of noise
Just a lot of love
I’ll get sick
I’ll get mad
I think that myself has just jumped out of the window
She won’t come back
So I don’t know
I think I get it wrong
I’m sure I didn’t get it at all
I don’t understand
Your mouth, quiet
But I still hear you asking:
“Won’t you come home?”

Goth Metal Or Black Metal?

Well, now Im into Metal things especially in the goth and black/death thing...
They are really diferent, i know... goth is usually depressive and sad, while the dark/black metal, we can say, its "angry" (yeah, music has feelings too :P)...

Just in case that you know the bands and dont the genre (it happens to me):
gOTH: Threatre of tragedy, Lacrimosa, My dying bride, Paradise lost, Christian's death, Lake of tears, Type 0 negative, ect, ect-
bLACK/dEATH: Satirycon, Entomed, Diseection, Craddle of filth, Death, At the gate, Obituary, Dark funneral, ect, ect-

Nightwish is Power Metal (like Gamma rey), i used to think that it was goth metal, but no, it's Power Metal

Which do you prefer. Goth metal or Black/Death metal?
Is the goth as good as tha black, and the black es good as the goth?
Or they are just trash for you?