Nummynums [Signing] Off

hey this is chris and beth... or nummynums.. chris thought it would be funny if we told you i wnet to the hopistal not jsut tell you i smashed up my car... i dont know what i was thinking but i wnet along with it... Chris... is amy, When everyone freake dout i freaked out but chris tol dme to go along with it. so i did.... then everyone started to get mad so he told me i should just say it was all a hacker and it would all go away.. but it didnt go away... and i cant lie to good people... i am sorry for ne pain i have caused...

Nummy Has Been In An Accident

[Please be aware that what you are about to read currently looks unlikely to be true - Mata]

HI this is amy beths neighbor.. wow i dont know how to say this umm....beth was in a car accident..... about 20 minutes ago.. she was hit by a car from what i heard she was getting the mail or something and a car going pretty fats lost controll... i dont really know i wasnt there for it... i do know is that i came home and they had her on a stretcher and her father asled me to please go watch the dogs and take messages if people call and let them know whats up...I know she talked baout you guys and this site alot and i thought you should know...so i should be here for the next few days... either that or if shes ok ill bring her my laptop tomorrow so she can let yah know.... i havent heard ne word if shes even ok or alive yet.. they havent called... but she was struck.... and they did take her away in an abulance.. lookin at this site though it seems as if she was on not to long ago.. ill let you all know how everthing turns out though .. i promise

Waterbirth

http://www.waterbirth.org/
above is a site on waterbirth.. or giving birth to your child in water. I think it would be worth while because it seems more relaxing and what not.. I thinks its an awesome idea.. any other opinions? do you think its safe? would you try it?

lets talk bout it

Run Away Run Away

Police at school with drug dog... dog BIIIIIIIIIIIIG and scary.. dog smell me and they ask if i could stop and empty my pockets and all i has was to advil so i was free to go.... BUT WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.. hes like sniffin alll the lockers and stuff on every floor cuz hes big and scary.. and big and like scary.. and kids are like freakin out cuz they think there gonna get busted for somethin.... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

He Hurt Me

This is a poem i wrote after my ex put me in the hosiptal. I remember the first hit i dont remember the 45 after. 5 being with a chair. 6 being off the table. I was cleaning my room and i found the poem and i thought i should share. he has finally paid for what he has done. have ne of you ever been abused? I stil have the scars all over my body and somtimes i get tremors and crap cuz my head is messed up. Please comment on the poem.

Down a special hallway
under the stairs
playing house
with my teddybears
carless and wonderful
magicle and free
away from the pain my teddy and me
as i get older
dreams fade to dust
chains on the swingset
begin to rust
cut at my hands
watch them bleed
As i swing below the tree
pretending im in my world
of fantasy
I watched the hallway
Slowly burn
from inside
my child did yurn
but this teddybear
can live no more
i let him die
ive seddled the score
the filthy man
that stole my perect life
that made mother goose
a bride and then a wife
he stole my wonderful
and gave me tears
the santa claus of all my fears
the death of what i wanted to be
a gut wrenching memorie
so lay my bed into the ground
cover my face
dont let me make a sound