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England! and yes it rains most of the time!
I love Invader Zim, film, anime, novels, the list is endless....
but my main true love is MUSIC!! I am very ecclectic, but i hate people who trash other peoples music. Why? Why do that? Every body is entitled their own taste in music, and you cannot compare one artist to another...music is a personal thing, and its unfair to say to someone that they have no taste in music, just because you do not like that certain type.
Rant over now guys!!
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14 Nov 2005
hey, i don't want people to judge me on what i'm about to say..but i really need some help. I'll start at the begginning:
My life has been a mess from the start...i've had one suicide attempt because i was raped by my supposed 'boyfriend', had to deal with my childish parents...i've never gotten on well with my mum because she is so like me and because she is really self centred. Whenever i ring up, either upset or happy she always rambles on about her new boyfriend and her fantastic life, which im happy she has, but at the same time all i can think is, "i just want my mum?". After that i became severly anorexic and i've also been self-harming at this point.
I had counselling for three years after all this, my mum found the counselling too hard to do with me, so it felt to me that i was left to sort my anorexia out on my own...which i did, no problems as of yet.
However...now i am 19, i moved away from home to study nursing. At this point i was happy with my past...felt i had dealt with my deamons. But things went wrong again...as soon as i moved out my mum left my dad and moved into a flat on her own...i'm glad shes happy i really am, but my poor dad?
Now i have been diagnosed with manic- depression, and i am in turmoil. I cant do my course because i just cant get up in the morning, i feel suicidal all the time and i feel i just cant move on with my life. I've tried anti-depressants, counselling..everything. I just want it all to stop...
Should i just stop moaning and try harder to move on with my life? I really need some advice...i cant handle this depression. i cry constantly...especially at night.
14 Nov 2005
Hello, i'm a noobie and i'm scared! Please be nice to all us noobies! We already respect all you non noobs.
Take care everyone
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