Damn

I cant believe it, i really cant believe it. I just found out one of my old school friends is dead. She died last week of an asthma attack... just in shock i just cant believe that this girls dead and at 18. its such a shame, she was such a cheerful wonderful person who had everything going for her.. Why is life so cruel?

Lunar Hoax

If anyone is confused then heres some sites i just found, dont know if they are any good or not because i couldnt find the original one i saw

http://www.apfn.org/apfn/moon.htm
http://batesmotel.8m.com/

Anyway a couple of years ago i watched a program about the lunar landings being a hoax and now i really believe that man has never been to the moon, to the extent of shouting it at the tv and everyone looking at me going

So what does everyone else think?

Life Ranting By Me

Everything at this moment in time could of been so different if one person had said or done something totally different to what they had done hundreds maybe thousands of years. Everyone has so many ancestors and if something had happened to just one of those people in the links of life then you wouldnt be sitting here reading this today, maybe someone else would be or maybe no one at all. All our ancestors survived disease, famine, drought, war, for us to be all able to sit here today and moan about life when we seem to forget about how amazing it really is, and how amazing the process has been for us to be today.

Hmm now ive got it out of my system maybe i can sleep

Birthdays

Is it me or are they always so goddamned depressing

I always feel really bad for reasons i shant bore you with and today it feels like no one gives a toss

Work

Dude i start work in one and a half hours and im so nervous. This is only the second time im starting a job and this time i dont know anyone at all and argh im just scared no one will like me and that i will totally mess it up... im really clumsy why anyone thinks its a good idea to make me waitress i do not know... anyway im just nervous

I had a dream last night were mother was meant to be taking me up but she made me 5minutes late so i called my grandparents and then they went in the wrong direction and in the end i just broke down...